I have to be strong. Whatever people think about me. They don`t know the exact story. I wish I could share it. I wish I could tell you, what happened at that time.
But this is my own choice, first my reason is to protect you. But that is the biggest mistake I ever done. Even now I understand I better protect myself rather than protecting you.
This is me. I wish I can share you the whole story. The twisted fate that ended me in this journey.
You.. yeah you over there. You just keep silent. Telling part of the complete story. You covered your own face with mask. Pretending that its not you. You try to protect yourself and sacrificing others.
You are the one who start this. My reason is because I don`t believe on you anymore. You are not my guardian. You failed in guarding me. I learn many worth thing. I become stronger. But cant you see? I also have difficulties to believe on others?.
The biggest regret that I have is why I choose to safe you first rather than myself.
(This is the silence, it will keep silent more over from now)
I hear the wind across the plain
A sound so strong – that calls my name
It’s wild like the river – it’s warm like the sun
Ya it’s here – this is where I belong
Under the starry skies – where eagles have flown
This place is paradise – it’s the place I call home
The moon on the mountains
The whisper through the trees
The waves on the water
Let nothing come between this and me
Coz everything I want – is everything that’s here
And when when we’re all together – there’s nothing to fear
And wherever I wander – the one thing I’ve learned
It’s to here – I will always….always return
(B. Adams, This is Where I Belong, Ost. Stallion of The Cimarron)
It was late afternoon when rain starting to pour down on my little city Malang. I decided to come out and felt the water drop touching my hand. And suddenly I started asking myself, do you know where this water come from?. This tiny water drop maybe come from the cloud that bring water vapour from Bengal Sea and South China Sea. And if we can put some tracer in this tiny water maybe we can read the whole journey that this water drop has been through for all his life (life? its kinda weird , but I have tendency to think and look at every ‘dead’ thing as alive as human in term of history). This water as we learn on senior high school consist of Hydrogen and Oxygen atom. We need two hydrogen and one oxygen to make this precious element that in daily life we really depend on. Our biological system depend so much in the amount of water. Our cell has plasma that also made from liquid. Your blood circulate around your body everyday for thousand miles away, one element that allows it to happen is water.
If we permit ourself to think a lil bit further to the past time, per say in period where Earth just a million years old. The question where the water come from will not only involved your knowledge about chemistry but also astronomy and physics. You can ask how come? O dear, as I said knowledge also connected to each other in such subtle way that it needs patience and curiosity to find the connection. One of the theory said that sea on the Earth formed because of the meteorits bombardment in past life of Earth. When this solar system is still young, the orbit of the planet still full with the leftover of material that fail to congregate. Earth path is still covered with all this material that has ice and all volatile stuff inside. Then the bombardment happen so frequent and we may have some water pocket that form larger body of water.Thanks for strong magnetic field of the Earth we can save some large amount of water nowadays, since if the Earth doesn`t have any magnetic shield, probably Earth will end up like our neighbour Mars, and surely I wont be here sitting on my nice room typing this post . We found another reason to write this post right hahahaha.
We also can ask, where all those atom of hydrogen and oxygen come from? astronomers say some where in interstellar matter, but how they ended up there to be exact?.
Lets move backward to universe when its still young, how young? per say when it is still 100 second. You can argue that you don`t care about all of this stuff and leave this blog right away, (please do so if you find this wasting your time), but the whole story ,for me at least, is darn important. Why? because if this upcoming story never takes place, I doubt that we can ever exist in this planet in the way we are now live and enjoy our daily life. So just be patient a lil bit .
About the hydrogen, cosmologist say that it came from the Big Bang, hydrogen atom is the lightest element made up from proton and electron. It makes sense that hydrogen must be the most abundant element in this universe. The second most abundant is Helium, it made up 25 percent more or less, (for astronomy fellas don`t get offended, i mean 25 percent of baryon, not the entire element of this universe ).
All of that stuff above produced via more advanced process called Big Bang nucleosynthesis. I am eager to tell the story about that but maybe next time . From nucleosynthesis we learn (I really suggest all of you to read about that by yourself, but for you who trust me enough you can continue read this stuff) that the heaviest element can be made from this big bang nucleosynthesis is Lithium. So since we need oxygen, we shall start to feel anxious when the oxygen will be made in this stage. Unfortunately Big Bang nucleosynthesis can`t provide us with the answer, but don`t worry, another stage with new process as an actor will come soon adding an admiration about the detail of creation itself.
We are left with hydrogen and helium but no oxygen. The universe still has no interesting thing happen, but slowly but sure, because of gravity, gas of Hydrogen and Helium start to accumulate. The battle between repulsive pressure of the gas (you have this pressure on you tire) and also the attraction of gravity will end up in equilibrium and this equilibrium manifest itself in form of star. Yes, we have the first generation of star. Took place billion of years ago, not knowing that there will be a human made from the ashes of its remnant, this first generation of star undergo another nucleosynthesis. Silently, patiently, obeying the law of nature, this short lived first generation of star produced oxygen, nitrogen, iron and other heavy elements. In the end of their lives, via violent explosion, this star gave up their ashes enriching the interstellar matter with heavy atom that will support the existence of organic molecules. We have another generation of star, billion of years have passed away. The universe is now billion years old. Each part of it now is too far away from the size human can comprehend, is like forgetting the past that each of those part even become one.
Now we are here. Sitting in edge of spiral arm of insignificant galaxy that turn to be our home. Wandering a small blue planet. For us it is everything that we have. Our life centered on this planet. This planet is so comfy that we forget to appreciate the state of the art needed and the complicated yet extravagantly beautiful process that all those atoms must going through. Its amazing to see that we and water has common ancestor, we`re made of star stuff. That is why somehow I can not understand when people think that human do not have any connection with this universe. Big mistake dude, we all are connected, just open you eyes, spend your time to think about that. Without us, universe will stay as beautiful as it is, only maybe there wont be intelligence creature appreciating its beauty. But without universe, we are nothing. We owe so much to gravity, to electromagnetic interactions that made possible for us to exist. We owe so much to those photons that bouncing around that make it possible for you and me to enjoy seeing things, watch movie on cinemas, listening to music you like. We`re all connected to each other biologically, to the Earth chemically, and the rest of Universe atomically.
just a moment ago when i posted a link to my friend`s page about how we and the rest of this universe is connected. For me its a stunning fact. sadly my friend doesn`t feel the same. I just think then how unfortunate the people who on their life they have never stop for a moment, sit, and see himself, people around him, the nature wonder and the rest of the universe.
As a human I believe, despite whatever background we have, we must have ,even the slightest amount, an admiration about the detail of this universe is made. From science we learn that if Big bang exist, in the past time we and this universe is one. We all are connected. You can say, so what? life is still as it is, people still have to work in order to live, it seem that our life is stay the same.
For me its a wonder, to know how our daily, ordinary, life is actually build on many wonder of nature. Will i will be here, right now, in this moment writing this post, if the abundance of Helium about billion years ago is slightly different? Will i be here if there is no any stars undergoing nuclear fussion that takes place in the scale of time that human can not comprehend. Its a waste of time if we not stop and think about that.
The imagination of the cosmos is larger that human can have and in every detail we see Divine creator signature . If you just have a moment in your life and start to think about that. You know how precious this life and how tiny we are compared to the rest this cosmos. Learn the creature, you will know how great the Creator is .
Here I am, this is me, I come to this world so wild and free. Here I am so young and strong, right here in the place where I belong. Its a new world, its a new start. It a life with the beating of a young heart. Its a new day in a new land. And its waiting for me. Here I am….
(OST Stallion of The Cimarron)
Entah kenapa lagu di atas selalu terngiang dalam telingaku, setiap kali aku mengayuh sepeda menuju rumah atau sebaliknya menuju kampus. Melewati jalan Wassenaarse yang berpohon tinggi menjulang, melewati padang rumput dekat Rijnfront. When the wind blows and the sky is blue I feel like I am home.
Seminggu sebelumnya, ketika aku baru datang di Leiden, perasaan cemas melandaku. Di tempat asalku aku bertemu dengan banyak teman dan guru yang menyayangiku. Sekitar 6 tahun sudah aku bersama mereka. Menuntut ilmu dalam astronomi dan juga hidup. Mereka adalah keluargaku, yang aku sayangi. Ketika aku harus pergi melanjutkan perjalanan hidupku aku merasa takut dan cemas. Will i found people like them in this new place that seem cold. Aku adalah satu2nya perempuan berkerudung, ada pertanyaan dalam hatiku akankah mereka, teman2ku yang baru memperlakukanku berbeda?
Hari pertama kuliah dan semuanya berjalan baik, tidak semenakutkan yang aku bayangkan. Allah Maha Baik dan aku selalu percaya, jika kita mengerjakan sesuatu yang baik maka Allah akan selalu mengirimkan pertolongan. Banyak orang baik yang ramah dan selalu tersenyum padaku. Jika mereka bertanya tentang ku, itu artinya mereka ingin mengenalku dan itu adalah hal yang menyenangkan, jika kita bisa bertambah baik pemahaman antara satu dengan yang lain. Perbedaan kebudayaan adalah anugerah, dengan demikian kita dipaksa untuk menerima dan belajar. Ah alangkah berwarnanya kehidupan ini.
This new place start to synchronizing its energy with me, and also the otherwise. I know that this is a new place, new condition, new people that I will interact. Butuh energy awal yang besar yang dibutuhkan saat pertama kali kita beradaptasi. Itu adalah hal yang wajar. Tapi alam selalu murah hati. Yang utama adalah bagaimana kita berpikir. Ya, itu sangat berpengaruh, ketika kita memandang sesuatu sebagai hal buruk maka ia akan mewujud dalam hidup nyata. Yang terpenting adalah kita terbuka pada perubahan. Setiap kali aku takut dan ingin kembali ke zona nyamanku, aku selalu ingat pesan Santiago bahwa kita selalu bisa kembali ke tempat awal kita memulai mengejar impian, selalu bisa, tapi langkah maju ini kesempatannya hanya datang sekali, setiap langkah ke depan membawaku lebih dekat menuju impianku, aku ingin menjadi seorang ilmuwan, tidak hanya bergulat dengan angka tapi juga belajar tentang diriku. Perjalanan mengejar impian adalah perjalanan yang akan memperkaya dirimu. Banyak petualangan yang menanti kita di sepanjang perjalanan. Tidak selalu menyenangkan memang, akan ada banyak tantangan dan halangan, tapi ingatlah bahwa dirimu sedang mengejar impianmu, panggilan jiwa yang tidak dapat dipungkiri lagi. Jatuh berkali-kali, bangkit berkali-kali. In the end you will face this world and yourself, say that there is nothing that you regret since you are following your heart. This life is wonderful. The strongest enemy reside within yourself.
Allah terima kasih telah menanamkan cinta pada astronomi dalam diriku, karena cinta itulah yang membawaku menemui banyak orang-orang yang sayang padaku, yang mengajarkan ku banyak hal, cinta itulah yang membawaku dalam petualang seru ke berbagai benua. Bertemu banyak orang baru, cerita baru, budaya baru. Allah terima kasih telah menguatkanku selama ini lewat banyak tanda yang Engkau kirimkan. Terima kasih telah menjadikanku seorang Ainil Syalvianty Abdullah.
Once upon a time my supervisor told me that to be able to give to others around you, you have to fill yourself with happiness. Then do things that makes your heart sings along with it, see things that can embrace your heart. Simple things that can warm up your day. Little things that make that thin smile in your face become wider .
What she said is true indeed. From the day on I spent more time to take care of myself. Doing the things that I love. Traveling, have some adventure, learn astronomy, and still look at the night sky in different point of beauty. Working together with my friends in UNAWE, sharing the same passion and inspiration of the night sky to children.
Its really fulfilling my soul, watching the same amazement I felt when I was just little girl which showed up on the face of 10 years old girl when we learned together that the universe is unimaginably vast place. To do the things that you love, then I started to realize that I am blessed surrounded by many person who I believe loving me sincerely.
I am starting to giving to others, become softer, become stronger to face challenge. For those people who I get inspiration I really liked to thank. I really like to thank Dr. Premana, or whom we called dearly Bu Nana. You are more than a supervisor or lecturer to me. Thank you for the love and inspiration that you give to us. By loving and caring people surround us sincerely we create self regulating system which grow stronger. That the love that we give will be given back to us by the universe. The worst things that we get is we will be able to feel happiness within ourselves. I believe that none of the care and love that we gave will lost in nothingness. Somehow, someday it will return to us.
Thank you for my friends in UNAWE (especially those who were worked together in last project), Mbak Ons, Mbak Sano, Mbak Ira, Yatny, Bobi. Thank you for giving me a great time by working with you together back then. I will missed those times. Those Kaguya chariots really look awesome!
Thank you for Tofan Fadriansyah for lending me his time, space, and energy. I am learning many things about myself from you.
One of the best things that ever happen to me is accepted in Astronomy Department, for those I am not only learning about astronomy, but also learn about life and myself. The Divine Creator has been very kind to me granting this 24 years of life. There are good and bad times, for what I know that`s the tools for me to learn. Thank you everyone . So start filling yourself with a lot of happiness.
1. Genetics Gods, fiuuuh selese juga baca ini buku. Komentarku : menarik! menarik karena bidang yang dibahas mencakup genetika dan konsekuensi moralnya. Butuh waktu lama untuk membacanya walau pake Bahasa Indonesia, susah banget bahasanya, selesai dalam waktu 3 bulan. Worth to read!
2.Maryamah Karpov, selesai dalam tempo 12 jam. Yaps2 buku penulis Indo yang worth to read.
3. Digital Fortress, english edition, selesai dalam tempo 10 jam. Pas ngebacanya jadi keinget kumpulan novel Agatha C. Bedanya tokoh antagonisnya udah ketebak sejak 1/3 novel ini kubaca.
Sekarang lagi nyelesain Empire of the Starsnya Arthur Miller. Mengisahkan saintis yang “kurang ajar” wkwkwkwkwk. Contohnya si Fritz Zwicky yang punya ungkapan menarik ’spherically bastard’, means they bastard no matter the direction you see them. Genre buku yang kusuka tentu, karena kita kenal para ilmuwan dari sisi manusiawinya disertai sejarah perkembangan pengetahuan manusia. Tentu ini menjadikan sejarah jadi topik favoritku hahahahha.
Buku yang pengen dipunya, Witch from Portobello by P. Coelho dan Darwin and design : does evolution hve a purpose? by M. Ruse. Yang terakhir ini sepertinya bisa berbagi denganku tentang pertanyaan2 yang ada dalam kepalaku ketika membaca Genetics Gods.
Yap yap yap ini dia ikhtisar hasil lamunan sewaktu saya sedang mencuci baju, sambil mengucek kerah, lumayan kan jika bisa mendapatkan kesimpulan. Seusai membaca Genetics Gods dari Bapak Avise jadinya melamun dan berpusing-pusing ria. Bener-bener jadi kagum dengan genetika manusia. Blue print yang tersimpan dalam sel nutfah untuk kemudian berlanjut dilimpahkan ke generasi selanjutnya. Isn`t that wonderful? Komponen karbon yang melampaui perjalanan semenjak bintang generasi pertama hancur dalam ledakan supernova untuk memperkaya materi antar bintang. Disusul dengan oksigen dan nitrogen. Bersiklus terus dalam materi antar bintang, mengikuti hukum fisika dan kesunyian semesta sambil terus sibuk berproses. Belasan miliar tahun kemudian dengan kemurahan hati Semesta membentuk rangkaian asam amino. Dikodekan dalam baik dalam ikatan dobel heliks yang nantinya akan membentuk sebuah individu baru yang terhubung satu sama lain. Baru karena setiap individu tidak memiliki urutan genom yang sama persis namun cukup seragam untuk mengatakan bahwa manusia sebenarnya tidak sedemikian bedanya dengan manusia yang lain untuk membeda-bedakan manusia dalam ras.
Secara objektif buku Genetic Gods benar-benar rasional dan berusaha menunjukkan bahwa campur tangan tuhan-tuhan Genetis adalah lebih besar dibandingkan dengan Tuhan supernatural (meminjam istilah si penulis, tapi saya lebih suka menyebutnya Tuhan) dalam menentukan nasib manusia. Takdir-takdir genetis nampaknya telah paten ada dalam gen-gen manusia yang tentu akan menentukan apakah si individu meninggal dalam usia muda karena kesalahan genetik yang diekspresikan dalam kesalahan metabolisme atau berumur panjang. Apakah si manusia mempunyai kecenderungan untuk menjadi homoseksual atau melakukan kejahatan. Saya jadi melihat manusia sebagai produk mekanistis yang disetir oleh miliaran gen-gen yang bersemayam dalam tubuhnya. Dan nasibnya telah ditentukan semenjak pertemuan sel-sel gamet dalam proses pembuahan. Hemmmm, indah nampaknya tapi tetap saja ada yang mengganjal karena ada pertanyaan yang belum terjawab oleh tuhan-tuhan gen. Ide manusia mekanistis semata membuat saya merasa ga nyaman. Setelah menyadari bahwa mungkin saja saya adalah inang yang dibajak demi keberlangsungan kekekalan si gen ooww tidak!. Apakah kita memang semekanistis itu?
Apakah manusia semata-mata ada hanya untuk melangsungkan dan melestarikan keberadaan materi genetic yang lebih dulu ada dan berhasil lolos dari proses seleksi alam sebelumnya? Apakah keberadaan manusia adalah semata-mata hasil dari proses evolusi tanpa ada campur tangan suatu desainer yang saya sebut the Divine Creator?. Si penulis menyajikan jawaban bahwa manusia ada karena seleksi alam mengijinkan spesies manusia untuk bertahan. Gen-gen yang ada dalam tubuh kita telah melewati banyak masa, banyak inang, tambal dan sulam, what for?
Salah satu misteri yang membuat saya belum menerima ide bahwa keberadaan manusia semata-mata hanya untuk melestarikan kekekalan gen adalah tentang kesadaran manusia. Jikalau keberadaan manusia hanyalah semata-mata untuk melestarikan limpahan gen ke generasi selanjutnya maka apakah fungsi kesadaran dalam pelestarian gen?. Mengapa manusia memiliki akal budi? Yang tidak membuat manusia seutuhnya bersikap seperti robot semata-mata menuruti cetak birunya. Mengapa manusia dibuat sadar akan kesadaran itu? Mengapa harus timbul pertanyaan dalam diri kita darimana kita berasal? Mau apa kita di sini? Apa pentingnya pertanyaan tadi untuk kelestarian gen?
Kenapa oh kenapa….
Nampaknya sains masih harus menempuh jalan panjang nan berliku untuk dapat menjawab pertanyaan ini. Dan tanggung jawab itu ada di pundak biologi genetika dan juga astronomi SETI, dan tentunya bidang sains yang lain seperti geologi, biokimia dkk karena semuanya berhubungan.
Pada bab-bab akhir si penulis menuliskan bahwa sedang diteliti hubungan antara gen dengan fungsi otak. Mungkin setelah seluruh gen-gen ditentukan fungsinya dalam tubuh manusia barulah kita bisa tau apakah tuhan-tuhan genetic ini memang berkuasa mutlak atas takdir manusia. Ho hohohoho, marilah kita nantikan jawabannya.
Akan sangat menarik jika ternyata nantinya ditemukan gen untuk akal budi, sehingga mungkin tanggung jawab manusia akan tingkah lakunya dapat dialihkan pada gen-gen yang beraktivitas menentukan moralitas manusia dan telah terprogram semenjak manusia lahir tanpa bisa dielakkan oleh manusia. Ini pekerjaan yang menantang namun sepadan jika manusia menemukan jawaban lengkapnya, dapat diketahui darimana manusia berasal dan konsekuensinya bagi kehidupan manusia
Proses yang melibatkan kesadaran manusia, kekuatan untuk memilih antara dua pilihan adalah proses yang luar biasa rumit (untuk dipahami manusia tentunya). Mungkin gen-gen itu punya peran namun tidak secara mutlak mempengaruhi keputusan manusia. Saya akan kecewa jika ternyata gen-gen itu mutlak berkuasa atas diri saya. Tapi lagi-lagi siapa saya? Jangan-jangan citra ego saya pun berasal dari ekspresi gen-gen dalam tubuh saya?. Mungkin interaksi dengan lingkunganlah yang lebih dominan dalam mempengaruhi manusia dalam mengambil keputusan yang secara penuh disadarinya. Atau kombinasi dari keduanya yang bermain dalam mempengaruhi kita.
Jika ditanya apakah manusia punya kekuatan memilih? Saya jawab iya. Manusia punya kekuatan untuk memilih dalam batas-batas tertentu di bimbing oleh nilai-nilai moral yang ada dalam hidup manusia. Kita tidak semata-mata pasrah pada kekuasaan tuhan-tuhan genetik kita seolah-olah kita adalah robot mekanis. Hubungan antara kesadaran dengan cetak biru manusia harus diteliti lebih lanjut untuk menjawab banyak pertanyaan di atas. Fakta yang dapat diperoleh adalah bahwa kesadaran manusia itu memang ada dan membuat kita punya kekuatan untuk memilih jalan untuk hidup kita.
Alice stand still in front of Wonderland gateway. Besides her, there is Bunny, stand and watch the glowing gateway which connects the real world where Alice come from and the world that he guards for all of this time.
“Can I stay a lil bit longer?” Alice grab Bunny`s hand and beg. There are tears in her eyes.
“No, you cant. You have to go, if you stay the magic of this Wonderland will vanish and there`s no point why we should meet in the first place” Bunny bitterly smile.
And here is the gateway finally open with thunderous sound, its time to go.
“Don’t be afraid Alice, You have your memory and memento that will always makes you remember the magic and lesson that you got while you in this Wonderland. You are brave girl!”
Unwillingly Alice headed to the gate. The gate glows brightly, in the other side of this gate is her real world, totally different with this Wonderland.
Then she recalling what Bunny said at that time when they see Wonderland parade. “Dear Alice, you shall let your past time go. Blaming yourself is not the answer. Stop saying if you were strong enough you can change that mistake, forgive yourself.”
“You are in the wonderland where we can only have this present time. You can choose to always run from your past time or face it and fully living in present time. You will learn that” Bunny hold Alice hand.
“Can I see you again Bunny, will you be around?” Alice look at Bunny and wish she can extend her time.
“ Sure Alice, when our light cone crosses each other again. Now go..” Bunny point his finger to the gate.
Strong force pulls Alice toward the gate. With one last look Alice shouted “ Bunny can you asked the Queen not to erase my memory about you?”. But the strong force attracts her inside the gate. Alice can only see Bunny smiling sad face. And everything is just bright, light is everywhere. Alice must come back to her world and leave Bunny.
“This is wonderland, where present time is the most important. Enjoy your present time as you could since the past will stay in the past and tomorrow is a mystery. I will stay in your past now. If we meet again someday we will be a different person, but that does not matter” Bunny whispered.
__ Wonderland is a magic place because its not real. You learn fully living in present, you learn to be honest to yourself. But you can not have this Wonderland forever. Since the wind always change and light cone can crosses in short time only. Wonderland will soon fade away from Alice memory but the lesson she learns will always imprinted in her brain. Alice will remember Bunny and all lessons when she see the sky, the waves, the beach, and feel the wind.
Lagu The End of August mengalun damai di telingaku. Sungguh beruntung aku dianugerahi pengalaman bisa menuntut ilmu di Melbourne. Jika ditelusuri lagi, sebenarnya tidak pernah terpikir aku akan menghabiskan akhir tahun 2008 dan mengawali 2009 di salah satu kota di Australia, Melbourne. Sungguh beruntung aku belajar astronomi dan yang lebih penting lagi adalah belajar tentang hidup.
Lesson 1
Memandang diriku di kaca dan berpikir, akankah mereka memandangku aneh karena aku memakai kerudung? Akankah aku memandang diriku aneh karena berkerudung?. Merasakan pengalaman menjalani kehidupan muslim di negeri yang mayoritasnya non muslim. Membuka mata dan pikiranku tentang bagaimana sebenarnya diriku selama ini berislam. Kasihilah sesama manusia, bukan demikian? Islam mengajarkan untuk berbuat baik. Mereka hanya tidak tau tentang Islam dan aku juga tidak lebih baik pemahamanku tentang sesuatu yang aku anut. Dan sedikit banyak itu adalah salah ku sebagai umat, karena potret terdekat tentang Islam adalah cerminan kelakuan umatnya. Kebencian kadang timbul dari ketidak tahuan dan buruk sangka. Jika saja kita mau bertanya dan mencari tau. Maka sebenarnya tidak demikian. Memompa semangat ku untuk belajar lebih banyak lagi tentang agama yang aku anut.
Lesson 2
Mari kita sebarkan cinta dan bukan benci. Memang sih ada orang yang bener2 jahat dari niatnya. Jangan kuatir, kalo suatu saat ada orang yang berbuat jahat karena niat, kita bisa membela diri kita sendiri bukan? Sebelum saatnya anggaplah semua orang baik, dan jika mereka berbuat jahat maka anggaplah mereka tidak tahu. Jika tetap saja jahat hihihihi, mari kita lindungi diri kita sebaik mungkin.
Lesson 3
Mari lepaskan diri dari ketakutan, nikmati petualangan yang ada di depan kita. Pergilah ke tempat2 baru yang belum pernah engkau datangi. Temuilah orang-orang baru yang menyenangkan. Jangan terikat pada suatu tempat, karena kita adalah pengembara kehidupan. Jika kita terikat pada suatu tempat maka akan ada banyak tempat yang tersia2kan. Ambilah pelajaran sebanyak-banyaknya dari suatu tempat, dari seseorang sebelum dirimu berpindah ke tempat lain. Syukuri semua anugerah yang engkau temui dalam perjalananmu. Semua tantangan, cobaan akan membuat kita lebih kuat saat kedua kali kita mengalami tantangan yang sama. Beranilah berpetualang. The road that you are passing through have sign, just be patient to look for it.
Lesson 4
Teruslah belajar. This universe is a grandeur classroom, so use every chalk and every piece of paper that you can find and learn as many thing as you can grasp. Every time you close to give up, just say hold on a lil bit longer.
3 minggu lagi semuanya akan berakhir, tapi aku tau sepulang, aku adalah pengembara, menyusuri satu pantai ke pantai lain. Pantai tempat di mana aku mengamati miliaran butiran pasir. Mendengarkan, mengamati, dan memahami. After all I am only little girl wandering around like free particle who loved to stop on beach of universe she ever pass by and play around with the wave and sand. Thanks to Divine Creator and every whoever, whichever, whenever people, particle in all causalities link for who I am now.
. We found another reason to write this post right hahahaha.
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